Lonely but not alone!

“Lonely does not mean that you are alone but it means that there is no close people around me”!

Time flies faster than I could realize. I still keep asking my self whether I am in the US for my PhD which I always dream of. Nevertheless, I’ve been in the U.S for 7 weeks already since July 19, 3 weeks in Missispi and 4 weeks in Texas. It seems to me that I’ve just here a couple days.

Texas A&M is where I am studying. It’s a huge uni. with more than 40,000 students that make the uni. crowded during weekday. Even though the uni. is crowded,  It still make me have a feeling of loneliness…. It make me miss my previous acadmic life at AIT where I never feel alone though I most of time being in my room alone.

A new life in the U.S!

“Only me who knows myself the best!” However, at this moment I dont think I know my self or how I am feeling. I am not sure if I feel sad, happy, worried, anxious, confuse or nervous.

Living in a completely new place is not so different from starting a new life. It is time when I have to get myself accustom to the environment surounding me. It’s also time to get to know people from different background. It’s time to adapt to new living style like food to eat, clothes to wear, how to act and interact with people.

I’ve been at College Station where Texas A&M is located since Monday evening. I was lucky enough to get my appartment arranged for me though it was not furnished. I need to buy a bed, matress, table, chair and some kitchen appliance, etc.

Sleepless Sunday night!

Monday is often a hard day for me to get up to work due to sleepless night on Sunday. No matter how tired i felt after washing a huge pile of worn clothes during the day time, I still could not sleep on that night.

Happy Life

Every one wish to live their life happily. However, not every one could achieve this goal. There are a number of reasons for this…